My 4th anniversary

This year is my 4th anniversary with my Dom hubby...He is also my Master, how come? Yes..im owned as His slavewife for 4 years now. Many things happened and changed during our marriage but something not change that He always loves to explore and push me to the limit.

On our first year, i got no safe word. It was the hardest way to learn trusting Him. Trust His judgement to my body, soul, and mind. It was the time when He built me, made me the way He wants me to be. If i failed ... we were done. But i made it, i can fulfill what He wants me to be.

Now, on our 4th anniversary, i got very special gift. 4 days and nights with His Mistress best friend. I must serve Her, satisfied Her and made sure that i got zero complaint.

When the day came? I didn't know. It was the surprise effect..but few days before the Big Scene Day, my Dom hubby told me that Miss Ana had already come. Miss Ana was His co-worker when He worked abroad. She is Russian, straight - means She has a boy friend, but She loves to do with ladies. She is a Mistress among the ladies (she used to have a Japanese slave girl) but She is straight with equal relationship with Her boyfriend.  Actually Miss Ana is not Her real name but my Dom hubby wants me to call Her that.

After few days of waiting and being ignorance, the Big Scene Day came. I forced pick up in the middle of my lonely dinner. Made to un-dress and change to flour sack clothes. Got blindfold and drag to the car.
It was a nightmare indeed.. i had naver been forced like that, being blindfolded i mean. Because i always hate and couldn't breath normally while being blindfolded. It was like you shut your world around you. My hubby knows me very well. He did that on purpose.

This year, on this 4th anniversary, He forced me to do anything i hate, broke my limits. No safe word, i must trust Him and believe that He knows my limits. It was a bit scary, big things to learn... trust and let go let go all my self-control. I learned that i have no more right to my body, my  feeling, and my mind. Everything i do.. are my Hubby's wish. Something i didn't do completely all these years and now it's time for me to learn and live a life as a full time slave wife.