My 4th anniversary

This year is my 4th anniversary with my Dom hubby...He is also my Master, how come? Yes..im owned as His slavewife for 4 years now. Many things happened and changed during our marriage but something not change that He always loves to explore and push me to the limit.

On our first year, i got no safe word. It was the hardest way to learn trusting Him. Trust His judgement to my body, soul, and mind. It was the time when He built me, made me the way He wants me to be. If i failed ... we were done. But i made it, i can fulfill what He wants me to be.

Now, on our 4th anniversary, i got very special gift. 4 days and nights with His Mistress best friend. I must serve Her, satisfied Her and made sure that i got zero complaint.

When the day came? I didn't know. It was the surprise effect..but few days before the Big Scene Day, my Dom hubby told me that Miss Ana had already come. Miss Ana was His co-worker when He worked abroad. She is Russian, straight - means She has a boy friend, but She loves to do with ladies. She is a Mistress among the ladies (she used to have a Japanese slave girl) but She is straight with equal relationship with Her boyfriend.  Actually Miss Ana is not Her real name but my Dom hubby wants me to call Her that.

After few days of waiting and being ignorance, the Big Scene Day came. I forced pick up in the middle of my lonely dinner. Made to un-dress and change to flour sack clothes. Got blindfold and drag to the car.
It was a nightmare indeed.. i had naver been forced like that, being blindfolded i mean. Because i always hate and couldn't breath normally while being blindfolded. It was like you shut your world around you. My hubby knows me very well. He did that on purpose.

This year, on this 4th anniversary, He forced me to do anything i hate, broke my limits. No safe word, i must trust Him and believe that He knows my limits. It was a bit scary, big things to learn... trust and let go let go all my self-control. I learned that i have no more right to my body, my  feeling, and my mind. Everything i do.. are my Hubby's wish. Something i didn't do completely all these years and now it's time for me to learn and live a life as a full time slave wife.

Remembering 1

I met him, my Hubby about 6 months before we got married. He is a very straight Dom. A day after we met, we jumped into a very intense activities. I serve him right away without any chance to question anything. But somehow i trust him until i agree to marry and totally devoted to him as my legally Hubby and my Dom.

Now, in our daily basis activities, im His slave wife. After years of marriage, i feel harder to be His slave wife.

1st night

I remember the first time .... i got deflowering when i was 15 y.o. by a big fist deep inside me, riped off me and then being inserted with a rough,big, long dildo... but it was not a rape, i decided to do it to remind me that im a submissive and a slave by nature...

Daily Task

Everyday is started at 4 am. Sometimes will be earlier. My Ndoro (Master), He loves the house to be cleaned before He wakes up. Than i prepare breakfast, after Ndoro wakes up, He gives me morning whips - 5 times in each boobs, 10 times on my butt and 20 times in my V and inner tights, before or after morning whips is golden shower.

Then we go shower.

Why ?

Why i want to be a slave wife? The question is always hanging around in my head.
And everytime that question come up, i never have any idea why. I only know that i am ready to serve Him, my Dom hubby in any way He wants, in ANY WAY, i have to remind myself about it every minutes because my Dom hubby is a very demanding Dom, perfection is His middle name. No days without punishments because i am hardly fulfill His tasks, His rules and regulations, and His needs to be served in an excellent result.

But...i can say that i want to devoted my life to be with Him... i can't live without my Dom hubby. i need to be disciplined, to be told how to act and do everything in the right ways.

after being very busy

It's been long time again for me to write here...
I was very busy serving and help my husband in His new business.
I was also being sent to some of His Dom Mistress' friends, to do lots of trainings to change great pain into great pleasure. It is never easy to do but i manage to do it well.
Last week, i was sent to a Mistress who lives in Central Java. She is a Japanese Mistress who own a Japanese pain slave and a local slut slave and a husband slave who is also a director of a big local company.

It was such a nightmare...few days there made me realise that my life is so much easier than those girls.